andromeda

he always can make me smile,

he always can make my mood boost,

he always can make me strong,

but . . . .

now everything has change,

he didn't same again like before,

he's different now!

it's because . . . .

i make a distance when he and i so close,

i'm too kind, i am thinking of my friend's feel when she know that he and i so close,

i make so far distance with him,

i seldom reply his message,

i seldom reply his comment in fb,

i never send message to him,

and now i regret what i did.

now . . . .

he and i like a strangers,

he never comment in my fb again,

he never sent me messages again,

ya, i did it because i want that happen, but when it happen i feel sad.

althought, when i sent him a message,

he stiil reply it,

he still share a joke with me,

he still can make me smile,

he still can make my mood boost,

but it's different!

i dunno, but i feel there's something different in his message,

and now i miss the old him.

i miss....

messages from him that he sent all day, from morning until morning, from night until night,

the way he makes me laugh with his joke,

the way he makes me confused,

the way he makes me happy,

the way he give me motivations.

when i feel sad or my mood down,

i always sent him a message,

i always wish that he can make me smile,

i always wish that he can make my mood boost,

and he always did it!

i feel comfort when he did it,

i wish he always here beside me,

i don't know, am i love him? (thinking)

if . . . .

i became more egoist,

i don't thinking of my friend's feeling,

i know him before her,

don't know what will happen now,

will i became her best friend?

will i became her girlfriend?

don't know! i can't imagine about it.